“you arent entitled at all—just flat out delusional” — there it is, that explains everything “i was gonna say “get some help” after this” “whatever” “u wont” — you know me too well... how sad i don’t know what’did tell anyone though... oohhhh i hate my life myself weehhhweehhhh ohmy parents fucking hate me i hate them i hate everyone i have no worth im completely paranoid of everything scared of the world dont trust anyone and SUPER depressed and despite all that i still think im faking it and completely fine that i should just try ‘getting better’ and ‘be[ing] happy’ for once you complete fucking poser . ur a faker. you make actual people with real problems suffer. ——— bufu [boyfu] ——— “ maybe theyre stuck in a rut and they wont listen to anybody... except one special person the only one who they actually trust and feel will listen to them then if that person is like hey i think this is wrong with you... then mr depression can be initiated to go out and get further help and resolve their issues but if mr depression doesnt go out then it just goes on for ever and ever and mr armchair can only do so much to help so nothing can ever get resolved :((((( “ ——— no one can help me ‘you can’t change the past’ itll all still be there , killing me on the inside whehywhywhy can’t i. FORGET why is it always there irememeber everything it’s torture godi i try i try so much to stop this all and get better and be happy but nothing ever seems to last ..... most people pretend pretend to care about you >>> actually caring there’s a big difference i doubt anyone actually cares we’re all expendable :3 spend me spend me on something please i want YOUR AFFECTION ,,so bad...p i wish i was loved——but what is there anymore there’s nothing g ogod you already know but there’s nothing you can do,,, is that pathetic. is it annoying infuriating or just sad. DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEdiediediediediediediediediediediewhywontyoudie why am i still here it’s just a thing it’s just what i am “ oh he’s just depressed that’s him “ blajblhekal “ ur just being edgy / emo / whatever “ no one will ever care :c what is wrong with me it’s acrually just me— anybody else would’ve gotten over it by now , long ago rlly like UGH move on but there is nothing,,,,,,, nothing for the future i provide utterly zero value onto this world, , :3 i do often wonder if i’m being punished for something ...