b-day soon... Watched more SQUID GAME 2 It would be better if I never existed. I should just die too. Is it OK for me to be here? The only person who can sympathise with you and understand you, is you So, be good to yourself why does my life seem so pointless i wonder if i ruined my family , all i hear is arguments . i hate it when anyone shouts at me its scary .... my life is being abused . ever since i came to uni ive written so many suicide notes .,, but never followed up on it ( well i tried once but it didnt work ) .. and the same thing is true over and over— nobody actually cares .