08:57 - Good morning everyone, I feel so tired.. my eyes can barely move.... I basically spent most of this time stumbling around the house... at least I made to the computer, where I could stagger through my erratic mouse movements virtually... I backed up all my photos, so basically, my phone automatically backups photos to immich (that website I’ve showed you with the machine learning image search algorithm), backups only occur on the home network, but I can access them from anywhere via tailscale (essentially it works the same as VPN). Anyway, the backup goes phone->immich(on cali), and I manually backup my photos else where too— phone->PC(via samba)->sorted into year/month folders on my second 8TB drive called ‘Store’ (maybe I should name my drives something cute as well as my servers hehe~). I suppose I should have an offsite backup (following the 3-2-1 backup strategy) but uhhhhh I don’t know how (without paying Google or Apple) right now... 09:58 - Hung out the clothes and put another wash on... the windy gusts make it really hard >_< ... I need a big strong boy to do it for me!! 10:25 - My cats are soo sleepy ... ( ; _ ; )/~~~ 10:56 - I’m out of the shower!! Yeah... I spend quite a while in there... daydreaming... thinking of ideas... possibilities of a better life... 11:42 - Relaxing and listening to some music... trying to wrangle with docker... so not relaxing T-T... 13:32 On the bus now... bzztztt... Now IT says I must find an electric bike... lol... I’m too scared of them... I saw an exterior wall of a house collapse... and lots of people smoking pot whilst going to where I needed to be. I smells so bad... I don’t value my life at all though... so it doesn’t matter... 15:05 - Sad. Boring. Tap tap tap. 18:56 - Going to cry. 22:33 - Still crying . Nothikg helps. my mother hates me . i already know this. Cali helped me calm down a few hours later... I really love him.. he’s so cute. Then I tried to ride my bike in the rain and wind and dark.... I thought it’d be fun and freeing hehe... and I did feel like a little kid for a few seconds... but then I started getting really cold. Cali told me to go back home!! I then made some fish fingers and beans... the sight of them seemed a bit rank but they taste how you’d expect. After devouring that I went on my computer to mess with some LastFM plugins and also message some internet fags (I shouldn’t call them internet fags... thats mean... they’re my oomfies...) who seemed to have missed me that I was still alive. Perceptions are so dangerous to me... they’re my natural predator!! Completely deadly to me... Thanks to Cali’s efforts... I can lie in bed comfy, and content. My heart feels warm... I love you Cali.... mwah~~