It’s a pretty day today, but so blustery >_<... I messed around with music on my computer whilst my brother watched Epstein edits and US propaganda on the TV next to me... sigh... I played Mario Kart Wii mods to try and distract myself from that... My brother went to school... Whilst I was messing about more, a lady came at 13:00... she was meant to see my brother for mental health/autism stuff but she instead had to talk to me as my mum and brother left (they thought she’d be here at 11:30). We had a brief chat about therapy and waiting lists... and by that she asked me if I was still waiting, to which I replied ‘yes’ and she also asked ‘how my websites are going’... uhhh who is talking about me?? She’s some government worker person so I that kinda crept me out... but yeah... ‘Ben’. Ben (the charity) said I should come back everyday, fat chance. I really just have to say something like: “sorry, but I’m busy”. Anyway, she told me how my brother thinks that my parents are neglecting me, but how because I’m an adult that waiting lists are not fast at all like they are (comparatively) for children... we never really talk about this so I’m surprised to hear him talk about me in that way. Basically my brother ‘thinks’ (correctly) that my mental health is deteriorating and is annoyed that no-one does anything... Well I am too, but that’s the reality of the British healthcare system... mental health (menhera) is far behind... and honestly treated like a joke. You’re treated with such disscontempt that it makes you never want to be a cog in that system again. Well she was a nice older lady, and she didn’t want to keep me talking too long so she left. Fags keep flirting with me in my twitter dms, they follow me then immediately hit me up. Sigh. Also it’s all femboys for some reason too... I shouldn’t really post myself that much anymore because I don’t really want this kind of attention... 14:41 - OK I rode my bike around streets and paths for 40 minutes... I think I’m getting better at controlling my direction... but I’m so tired and my hands are so sore... I think I know how bike gears work now... Then me and Cali talked a lot and it was very cute... I totally didn’t forget to write the rest of this... >_<