I don’t remember waking up. But I did. So I spent more time modding my PS3 and adding some custom themes... Also recording some random B-roll footage for a few games. I ate some fish... I’ve been sent away to my cousin’s house... where I played with them a little, stopped them watching slop on YouTube. It feels like a wave of sadness has hit me. My dad spends all day berating me for anything. I could sit still and do nothing and he’d see that as a slight against him— me personally attacking him. There’s nothing I can do— my life will be like this and miserable forever. I’m so tired. I’ve been taking pills. Life is a profoundly sad scenario, and a situation I find little enjoyment in, and I have enjoyed earnestly for a long time. I weighed myself. According to the new electronic scale I am 46.5kg. I feel so incredibly dizzy right now... everything is blurry...